Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Dont wanna repeat
Exams are so over and from what I've heard, our class results were horrible:( The Criteria to go up to 4E-Pass eng and 2 other subjects.... I'm not sure whether I passed Eng or not:( But the other 2 subjects? I think I should be able to pass my POA and Chinese.... Ohmylord,pleaseeeeeeee! I really really dont wanna repeat or go to 4NA!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Neither of those 2!! :(:( I promise that if I go up to 4E,I'll put my heart and soul in my studies!! I swear!!!
I'm seriously damn worried, hurhur!!FML!
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Would you be there?
Forcing me to think of the drowning accident, you wont be there to save me,will you?
Friday, October 02, 2009
I Shall go make friends with Mr lonely and Miss invisible. I think they'd make awesome friends.
Am glad that I'm currently on the right track:D I dont wanna repeat sec 3 or even worse, demote to sec4 N/A.
Anw,Met up with Wanli in yishun to pass her stuffs. We had this heart to heart talk..... Cool. I love talking to older people cause they're more experienced in life and therefore the things they say make more sense. OMG!why do I have a younger brother:( And a younger brother that provokes me ALL THE TIME! I want a older brother/sister! T_T
I cant wait to see my gorgeous niece tomorrow!!! Excited to the max^_^ ****And I'm damn happy right now cause Nad asked me to choose her prom dress with her! Finally asked me out after 100000 years! MISS HER MUCH T_T
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I'm still alive
Hate school so much not because of what happened, but because of all the boring lessons, especially Chinese that made me dread going to school so much-_- I HATE CHINESE! I've been doing well at home,revising on my own. POA,CHEM,MATHS,GEOG Have not started on Bio,F&N,SS yet though:D Damn those Memory taking subjects x_x
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Win some,Lose some
It's not the end of the world. Difficult for me, 2 more weeks,just 2 more weeks, Wait,or maybe a month more? (headstart programme) And I wont have to face you for at least 2 months.
I believe I can do it Let me pyscho myself for a little while.... Someone once told me, The more despair you are,there more you can feel the warmth around you... Now I believe it's true. I've gained new friends, Thank you so much my friends,you consoled me,called me up to asked if I'm okay.... No wonder they say, in life,you win some and you lose some.....
You call me your Friend,potential BFF,if you remember.... When deep inside,you've never treated me like one? I trusted you so much,thought you werent like the others Like I've said before, It takes forever to know a person well enough to trust the person wholeheartedly. I guess this is what you wanted to tell me. Maybe I was mean to said those things outta my mouth. I discovered who you are,and i just wished that wasnt the way i had to discover Maybe your other friends dont know who you are yet. Even though we "survived" the numerous quarrels we had in the past, but do you know? Our friendship-like a glass that was once broken, it can be fixed but there'll always be cracks. And these cracks are like little thorns in our heart, whenever something happens,even the littlest things, it triggers the thorns,leading us to horrible tragedy like this. I'm not tryna act pathetic by typing all these to gain sympathy or whatsoever, but at least thats how I feel.
SHAME It suck that our friendship had to end this way, with a goodbye like this "NO,I'm not gonna be friends with her"
Shall end the post here, Take care,although I'll still be seeing you almost everyday
P.S Tell me if i assumed anything,but do think carefully first. CONSCIENCE
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
No life
Currently down with a running nose and I'm coughing like some tuberculosis patient right now *cough cough*
I've just finished revising on my chemical equation+fornulae and 2/4 of trigo. Living life 2 weeks before the exams is just so hard to do! Saturday,out with dad in the afternoon to get medicine (SORRY MAINE & PAT!!I REALLY MEAN IT, Dont angry leh T_T Tolong tolong!!) then with Wanli in the evening at bugis.
Sunday,Vernice's. Slept over there cause my cough and flu made me feel damn sick and tired..... Sat @ Starbucks<3
Friday, September 18, 2009
I hate chu
Every single thing you do just freaks me out I wanna smash cake/curry/hot oil on your face!!!!! 2.5 more weeks to maths paper 1 T_T
Mug mug mug
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Blogger's still damn screwed-_-
So.....
I have been patronizing the library quite frequently this holiday,
started on my revision,although not alot of work done yet.....
But i hope this will keep going on.teehee About 3 more weeks to EOY,I hope I'll do well!
Last friday! Went to esplanade library then visit Nat at comex show:D
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Maybe It's just my imagination
Less than a month to EOY! And I can feel the intense stress already!
*SUFFOCATING*
I'm also having trouble sleeping again:( 11.30,12,1,2,3 and so on........ and I really wish I was sleeping #_# I want AF! *Random* I think my bro can "camouflage" as a girl!
Monday, August 24, 2009
Obsessed
Blogger's a whore! Errors every now and then!
I've been asking myself why get so obsessed over him?!?!?!
My obsession just wont let me leave.......
Ohmygod~~~~ Why wont you just let a miracle happen? Pleaseeeeeee???
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Friday night ♥
Watched "UP" with the girls yesterday:) A really Cute(NOT UGLY BUT ADORABLE) movie! <3
Nat have been awesome♥
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Rantings
F.M.L
Hate it when people talk to you only when they NEED you.
Hate it when people dont reply to msgs after reading.
Hate that I love you so
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Maybe it's just me
I had enough of people, backstabbing each other. I really had enough. You'll see the truth somehow.... Who's true who's not. Dont trust too easily. It takes forever to know a person well to trust the person wholeheartedly
Pat please read this: Please recall who wrote nasty things on their msn PM first.You know what Im talkin about.If it all started cause of the PC show.Well,Then you're really selfish and petty.And I dont KEEP saying stuffs about the OTHER RACES.Dont you remember My BFF is malay?At most I talk about Hei se you mo.
Damn,Need some candies to stop the tears from fallin,But I have none.....
Or maybe it's just me. *1 more year to go..... Gonna be more serious in studies. Gotta be cool. F/L x10000000
Sunday, July 19, 2009
F/L
Having the dreadful eye deficiency again T_T GOD PLEASE SAVE ME! Feel like killin myself T_T F/L
Went to town to do some maths with J,then watched Harry Potter & the half blood prince~ :) Movie ended with like no endings Gotta wait for a year or more for the next series to be released....
I CANT WAIT FOR THIS THURSDAY:D:D hee hee! My loots are gonna be here! <3
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
YOU GOT ME SO HYPNOTIZED,SUPER MESMERIZED
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
And we're so CRUSHED
My 2 girls and I were like super Emao today:( Thanks to our AA(s) And I'm in a really bad mood cause of eye deficiency! T_T
CRUSHED CRUSHED CRUSHED CRUSHED x100000000
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away, But I know my AA aint going away~~~~ Why do I keep running from the true, All I ever think about is you.........
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Everywhere I go
A rose at dawn,broke by noon....
From 30/6,
That song everywhere I go is making me cry. Damn it T_T
Monday, June 29, 2009
I hate this part
That cheena woman is extoring money from me:(:(
100 not enough,she's asking for 300!
(no offence to some of my friends)
I SUPERRRRRRR DISLIKE CHEENA WOMAN, THEY GIVE ME THE IMPRESSION THAT THEY ARE HOME WRECKERS!
Sch reopened today, Mdm gu's not gonna teach chinese cause of her baby:D:D YESSSSSSS!!!! but my new chinese teacher's also from china. Just that her accent's not as cheenasy as Mdm Gu's~ F/L
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Florescent Light:)
You'll see me turn fairer in a couple more days/weeks:D:D
Spent a bomb on my whitening loots today!
Extra Whitening lotion,whitening masks,whitening cream,
whitening shower cream...........
My wish of turning into florescent light,
Is going to come true:D
Also went for my last facial treatment,
after talking for a long long time~
the consultant managed to talk me out into signing another treatment.
EYE TREATMENT!!!!! YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!
I WANT BIG EYES.
Damn,easily achieved with makeup though~~~
But I think I look like shit in makeup so yeah,pass.
Perhaps another time?
Another way,Massage eyes lor-_-"
Me no patience ahhhhhhhhhh!
Hmmmmm......
Almost forgotten that sch's reopening tomorrow-_-
No homework done at all~
Gotta prepare my bag for sch!
BIG EYES SMALL EYESBIG EYES SMALL EYESBIG EYES
Big also wrong small also wrong-_-
Saturday, June 27, 2009
It's not okay....
Had a talk with my mama till midnight like 2 days ago.....
She told me that **** is too money minded and materialistic-_- Almost quarreled with her over that..... At first,she asked me about **** Then she started to say, "This type of people also have! So materialistic,think of money until go crazy already!~~~~"
Thinking back,hah.... I believe in Karma! Lady/Mr/Mrs/Uncle/Auntie Luck don't last forever!
Just take it that I'm writing something that you wont understand:)
Saturday, June 27, 2009
So yesterday, Maine and I were talking abt Michael Jackon being a Pedophile when we see this really cute angmo looking boy:D:D
Then today...... I've got ppl telling me that Michael jackon is passed away! I really thought it was a joke or something lar! Everybody must be discussing abt him now....
L/L!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Fickled
It's just an easy choice! Why am I so fickled minded!!!! T_T
Currently having some kinda retail therapy online^_^ So I'm caught in this situation: Came across these few pairs of chio heels which I'm gonna buy But I dont know which colour to choose!
Always caught in the same type of situation~ When I wanna get something and that something have got alot of colour choices, I'll take a damn long time to decide-_- Omg,I Must do something to change this.
Now I'm going to waste time deciding again....
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Jealousy Jealousy Jealousy!
JealousyJealousyJealousy!
Well,a Song by Paris Hilton I'm so jealous of those 1/2 mixed blooded people! Their features are beautiful! DEEP & BIG EYES,SHARP NOSE.......
I would love to have a 1/2 mixed blooded kid next time!~~ LIKE TOTALLY!!!!! E.g Caucasian mixed:D The kids are damn adorable! Heh,Me like:D Even if they did something wrong and I'm suppose to scold them, by looking at their innocent cute face..... I wouldn't bear to! :]
Met up with cutessy Maine at 10pm+ to accompany her~ After eating in prata house, (Sick_) Hang out at Thomson plaza at a pretty late hr Maine's damn cute!Teehee!!! ♥
Should really consider eye surgery, But they say plastic eyes are lifeless~~~~~
Shall end this post with: (give the pic a name you like) Maine say like smashed pancake!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
See the change of my blogskin? It's pink!^_^
Please ignore the word-ELEGANCE in the picture on top! I like that picture so much but I just couldn't edit the word away-_- OF COURSE IM NOT TRYING TO IMPLY ANYTHING! I dont have such Self-Esteem like some people T_T
Oh well.... Watched "Drag Me To Hell" with Maine and Nat yesterday! And I swear the movie is really a horror movie! Thanks to Mrs Garnish,who IS really a horror herself!
This movie is really 100000xs better then the Chaba one!~~ It's the first horror movie, that made me cover my ears throughout the whole movie! Nat covered her eyes,Maine covered her ears and eyes.....
Ehk,dont ever go around insulting ppl,later ppl curse you then you know. heeheehee:D
Dug out a picture to post!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Cutessy Maine's 16!
TODAY'S MY VERYYYYYY CUTE- SHARMAINE LIM YI LIN'S SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY PARTY!
HAPPY VERY SWEETIE 16 BIRTHDAY TO U:D Forever me cutessy friend! Love ya<3>
SHE'S GOING TO BE 16:D:D BUT SHE'S NOT GONNA LOOK 16!!
Call Me:Hwee hong or Jovena
I'm Just An Inhaling,Exhaling freak.
Definitely Not Your Girly Girl.
I dont expect everyone to like me,
But I think I'm a kinda "real" person
I hate people who are 2x faced & hypocritical
I Love My Family,and of course!
My Super Lovely Friends^_^
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Dont wanna repeat
Exams are so over and from what I've heard, our class results were horrible:( The Criteria to go up to 4E-Pass eng and 2 other subjects.... I'm not sure whether I passed Eng or not:( But the other 2 subjects? I think I should be able to pass my POA and Chinese.... Ohmylord,pleaseeeeeeee! I really really dont wanna repeat or go to 4NA!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Neither of those 2!! :(:( I promise that if I go up to 4E,I'll put my heart and soul in my studies!! I swear!!!
I'm seriously damn worried, hurhur!!FML!
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Would you be there?
Forcing me to think of the drowning accident, you wont be there to save me,will you?
Friday, October 02, 2009
I Shall go make friends with Mr lonely and Miss invisible. I think they'd make awesome friends.
Am glad that I'm currently on the right track:D I dont wanna repeat sec 3 or even worse, demote to sec4 N/A.
Anw,Met up with Wanli in yishun to pass her stuffs. We had this heart to heart talk..... Cool. I love talking to older people cause they're more experienced in life and therefore the things they say make more sense. OMG!why do I have a younger brother:( And a younger brother that provokes me ALL THE TIME! I want a older brother/sister! T_T
I cant wait to see my gorgeous niece tomorrow!!! Excited to the max^_^ ****And I'm damn happy right now cause Nad asked me to choose her prom dress with her! Finally asked me out after 100000 years! MISS HER MUCH T_T
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I'm still alive
Hate school so much not because of what happened, but because of all the boring lessons, especially Chinese that made me dread going to school so much-_- I HATE CHINESE! I've been doing well at home,revising on my own. POA,CHEM,MATHS,GEOG Have not started on Bio,F&N,SS yet though:D Damn those Memory taking subjects x_x
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Win some,Lose some
It's not the end of the world. Difficult for me, 2 more weeks,just 2 more weeks, Wait,or maybe a month more? (headstart programme) And I wont have to face you for at least 2 months.
I believe I can do it Let me pyscho myself for a little while.... Someone once told me, The more despair you are,there more you can feel the warmth around you... Now I believe it's true. I've gained new friends, Thank you so much my friends,you consoled me,called me up to asked if I'm okay.... No wonder they say, in life,you win some and you lose some.....
You call me your Friend,potential BFF,if you remember.... When deep inside,you've never treated me like one? I trusted you so much,thought you werent like the others Like I've said before, It takes forever to know a person well enough to trust the person wholeheartedly. I guess this is what you wanted to tell me. Maybe I was mean to said those things outta my mouth. I discovered who you are,and i just wished that wasnt the way i had to discover Maybe your other friends dont know who you are yet. Even though we "survived" the numerous quarrels we had in the past, but do you know? Our friendship-like a glass that was once broken, it can be fixed but there'll always be cracks. And these cracks are like little thorns in our heart, whenever something happens,even the littlest things, it triggers the thorns,leading us to horrible tragedy like this. I'm not tryna act pathetic by typing all these to gain sympathy or whatsoever, but at least thats how I feel.
SHAME It suck that our friendship had to end this way, with a goodbye like this "NO,I'm not gonna be friends with her"
Shall end the post here, Take care,although I'll still be seeing you almost everyday
P.S Tell me if i assumed anything,but do think carefully first. CONSCIENCE
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
No life
Currently down with a running nose and I'm coughing like some tuberculosis patient right now *cough cough*
I've just finished revising on my chemical equation+fornulae and 2/4 of trigo. Living life 2 weeks before the exams is just so hard to do! Saturday,out with dad in the afternoon to get medicine (SORRY MAINE & PAT!!I REALLY MEAN IT, Dont angry leh T_T Tolong tolong!!) then with Wanli in the evening at bugis.
Sunday,Vernice's. Slept over there cause my cough and flu made me feel damn sick and tired..... Sat @ Starbucks<3
Friday, September 18, 2009
I hate chu
Every single thing you do just freaks me out I wanna smash cake/curry/hot oil on your face!!!!! 2.5 more weeks to maths paper 1 T_T
Mug mug mug
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Blogger's still damn screwed-_-
So.....
I have been patronizing the library quite frequently this holiday,
started on my revision,although not alot of work done yet.....
But i hope this will keep going on.teehee About 3 more weeks to EOY,I hope I'll do well!
Last friday! Went to esplanade library then visit Nat at comex show:D
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Maybe It's just my imagination
Less than a month to EOY! And I can feel the intense stress already!
*SUFFOCATING*
I'm also having trouble sleeping again:( 11.30,12,1,2,3 and so on........ and I really wish I was sleeping #_# I want AF! *Random* I think my bro can "camouflage" as a girl!
Monday, August 24, 2009
Obsessed
Blogger's a whore! Errors every now and then!
I've been asking myself why get so obsessed over him?!?!?!
My obsession just wont let me leave.......
Ohmygod~~~~ Why wont you just let a miracle happen? Pleaseeeeeee???
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Friday night ♥
Watched "UP" with the girls yesterday:) A really Cute(NOT UGLY BUT ADORABLE) movie! <3
Nat have been awesome♥
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Rantings
F.M.L
Hate it when people talk to you only when they NEED you.
Hate it when people dont reply to msgs after reading.
Hate that I love you so
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Maybe it's just me
I had enough of people, backstabbing each other. I really had enough. You'll see the truth somehow.... Who's true who's not. Dont trust too easily. It takes forever to know a person well to trust the person wholeheartedly
Pat please read this: Please recall who wrote nasty things on their msn PM first.You know what Im talkin about.If it all started cause of the PC show.Well,Then you're really selfish and petty.And I dont KEEP saying stuffs about the OTHER RACES.Dont you remember My BFF is malay?At most I talk about Hei se you mo.
Damn,Need some candies to stop the tears from fallin,But I have none.....
Or maybe it's just me. *1 more year to go..... Gonna be more serious in studies. Gotta be cool. F/L x10000000
Sunday, July 19, 2009
F/L
Having the dreadful eye deficiency again T_T GOD PLEASE SAVE ME! Feel like killin myself T_T F/L
Went to town to do some maths with J,then watched Harry Potter & the half blood prince~ :) Movie ended with like no endings Gotta wait for a year or more for the next series to be released....
I CANT WAIT FOR THIS THURSDAY:D:D hee hee! My loots are gonna be here! <3
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
YOU GOT ME SO HYPNOTIZED,SUPER MESMERIZED
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
And we're so CRUSHED
My 2 girls and I were like super Emao today:( Thanks to our AA(s) And I'm in a really bad mood cause of eye deficiency! T_T
CRUSHED CRUSHED CRUSHED CRUSHED x100000000
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away, But I know my AA aint going away~~~~ Why do I keep running from the true, All I ever think about is you.........
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Everywhere I go
A rose at dawn,broke by noon....
From 30/6,
That song everywhere I go is making me cry. Damn it T_T
Monday, June 29, 2009
I hate this part
That cheena woman is extoring money from me:(:(
100 not enough,she's asking for 300!
(no offence to some of my friends)
I SUPERRRRRRR DISLIKE CHEENA WOMAN, THEY GIVE ME THE IMPRESSION THAT THEY ARE HOME WRECKERS!
Sch reopened today, Mdm gu's not gonna teach chinese cause of her baby:D:D YESSSSSSS!!!! but my new chinese teacher's also from china. Just that her accent's not as cheenasy as Mdm Gu's~ F/L
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Florescent Light:)
You'll see me turn fairer in a couple more days/weeks:D:D
Spent a bomb on my whitening loots today!
Extra Whitening lotion,whitening masks,whitening cream,
whitening shower cream...........
My wish of turning into florescent light,
Is going to come true:D
Also went for my last facial treatment,
after talking for a long long time~
the consultant managed to talk me out into signing another treatment.
EYE TREATMENT!!!!! YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!
I WANT BIG EYES.
Damn,easily achieved with makeup though~~~
But I think I look like shit in makeup so yeah,pass.
Perhaps another time?
Another way,Massage eyes lor-_-"
Me no patience ahhhhhhhhhh!
Hmmmmm......
Almost forgotten that sch's reopening tomorrow-_-
No homework done at all~
Gotta prepare my bag for sch!
BIG EYES SMALL EYESBIG EYES SMALL EYESBIG EYES
Big also wrong small also wrong-_-
Saturday, June 27, 2009
It's not okay....
Had a talk with my mama till midnight like 2 days ago.....
She told me that **** is too money minded and materialistic-_- Almost quarreled with her over that..... At first,she asked me about **** Then she started to say, "This type of people also have! So materialistic,think of money until go crazy already!~~~~"
Thinking back,hah.... I believe in Karma! Lady/Mr/Mrs/Uncle/Auntie Luck don't last forever!
Just take it that I'm writing something that you wont understand:)
Saturday, June 27, 2009
So yesterday, Maine and I were talking abt Michael Jackon being a Pedophile when we see this really cute angmo looking boy:D:D
Then today...... I've got ppl telling me that Michael jackon is passed away! I really thought it was a joke or something lar! Everybody must be discussing abt him now....
L/L!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Fickled
It's just an easy choice! Why am I so fickled minded!!!! T_T
Currently having some kinda retail therapy online^_^ So I'm caught in this situation: Came across these few pairs of chio heels which I'm gonna buy But I dont know which colour to choose!
Always caught in the same type of situation~ When I wanna get something and that something have got alot of colour choices, I'll take a damn long time to decide-_- Omg,I Must do something to change this.
Now I'm going to waste time deciding again....
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Jealousy Jealousy Jealousy!
JealousyJealousyJealousy!
Well,a Song by Paris Hilton I'm so jealous of those 1/2 mixed blooded people! Their features are beautiful! DEEP & BIG EYES,SHARP NOSE.......
I would love to have a 1/2 mixed blooded kid next time!~~ LIKE TOTALLY!!!!! E.g Caucasian mixed:D The kids are damn adorable! Heh,Me like:D Even if they did something wrong and I'm suppose to scold them, by looking at their innocent cute face..... I wouldn't bear to! :]
Met up with cutessy Maine at 10pm+ to accompany her~ After eating in prata house, (Sick_) Hang out at Thomson plaza at a pretty late hr Maine's damn cute!Teehee!!! ♥
Should really consider eye surgery, But they say plastic eyes are lifeless~~~~~
Shall end this post with: (give the pic a name you like) Maine say like smashed pancake!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
See the change of my blogskin? It's pink!^_^
Please ignore the word-ELEGANCE in the picture on top! I like that picture so much but I just couldn't edit the word away-_- OF COURSE IM NOT TRYING TO IMPLY ANYTHING! I dont have such Self-Esteem like some people T_T
Oh well.... Watched "Drag Me To Hell" with Maine and Nat yesterday! And I swear the movie is really a horror movie! Thanks to Mrs Garnish,who IS really a horror herself!
This movie is really 100000xs better then the Chaba one!~~ It's the first horror movie, that made me cover my ears throughout the whole movie! Nat covered her eyes,Maine covered her ears and eyes.....
Ehk,dont ever go around insulting ppl,later ppl curse you then you know. heeheehee:D
Dug out a picture to post!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Cutessy Maine's 16!
TODAY'S MY VERYYYYYY CUTE- SHARMAINE LIM YI LIN'S SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY PARTY!
HAPPY VERY SWEETIE 16 BIRTHDAY TO U:D Forever me cutessy friend! Love ya<3>
SHE'S GOING TO BE 16:D:D BUT SHE'S NOT GONNA LOOK 16!!